It's been a year. A whole, long year, since it all began. The day that my life changed completly.
Over a year of laughter and tears, I've learned so much. I learned that everything has beauty, and it takes a bit of searching to find that beauty. I learned that there are no rules when it comes to love and that if you don't try you won't know. I learned that you can't fall out of love and you can't make yourself fall in love. I learned that not everything is as it appears to the outside world and that people change. Most of all, I learned that no matter how hard you try, nothing lasts forever.
And it's kind of sad, but I still do think about you everyday. It probably doesn't help that our pictures are still stashed away in my closet... but see unlike you I don't want to forget about us...and maybe that's my problem...
Exactly a year ago, a little 13 year old girl was falling asleep with a smile on her face as she dreamed about a boy who had swept her off her feet after their first date. I wish I could warn you what lies ahead. I wish I could stop you from getting your heart shattered into a million pieces. But I know I can't, and that it's already too late. You've already fallen for him.
Oh my god, our song just came on over the TV...
and sooner or later it's over
I just want you to know who I am...
What are you doing right now, I can't help but wonder...do you even know what today is? Do you even care? I doubt it. Crazy thing is, I don't want to see you. I don't want to talk to you, coz I don't want to keep trying to make you believe that I don't miss your smile.
People must think I'm over you. I've pretended for so long that I am, and that I don't have anymore feelings left for you. But I guess only I know the truth, don't I?
Babe, that scar you left on my heart will never fade xx
You said you would never hurt me....
You fucking lied
xxxx Ash xxxx
'Cause I don't wanna feel alone